speak now

finally I own this CD!!!!!!!!!!

I know it's too late, taylor swift released it on 2010 but I bought it yesterday. all of my friends probably have known all of her songs and I'm here trying to catch the tone
ha ha but it's okay, at least I bought the original CD

good music need to be appreciated I guess? :)

touch down... again

hellloooo blog!!!! long time no see :D

I've been so busy. or have nothing to share. or I have another diary. or the internet connection in my house is so snaily. snaily like a snail
well, those are several good excuses why I'm not touching you for a long time. am I forgiven?

so, there must be a reason why I fill this blog again, and I know you hope that it'll be a good reason
and yes, it is, it's because my lecturer, my writing lecturer. she told us to make a blog and start to write something in there. well, because I've already had this blog, so I just have to continue writing and hopefully she can satisfied with my blog

she is probably reading right now, hello lecturer :D




okay, since there is nothing to say, I'll give you all a good morning hug and go back to the reality
have a nice day ({})

mommy and daddy

Thanks for taking me to the school every morning
Thanks for believe in me when everyone doubt me
Thanks for your pray, I know in your every pray there is my name :)
Thanks for worrying about me when I get home late
Thanks for saying "it's okay" when I failed at something
Thanks for listening to my dream and support it

Well, thanks for everything you've done, you do, and you will do for me

I will make you, both of you, proud of me. Someday

 

I don't have any romantic picture with my parents, yet. Big sorry :)

Love you mom, love you dad <3

come closer and see them

She is seventeen, a year younger than me. But she is amazing. She has a capability to create a nice quote and inspiring me. Take a look at her tumblr and give me your comment :)

He is twenty-four, if i'm not mistaken. He can arrange a simple word become a poetic phrase that we never think before. Yes give him a shoot at his page and it's not my fault if you're in love with this guy too

Okay next,

She is a friend of mine, my senior high school friend, aaand i don't know, i love the way she write something. It's simple but full of meaning. Take a look at here

Well, here we go. Next page is about my friend's page. He is a blogger, thank God because in the previous we always visited someone's tumblr, not blog. And then, he is my college friend. Sometimes reading his writing can make a grin on my face, or even laughing. Want to know his page? Just give me a click

Well, i've shared some of my favorite page, maybe you can share yours to me, and i hope my page is on your favorite lists :)

Coming out on may 3rd

 CAN'T WAIT! :)

 You MUST try this one click me

a real friend ...

• Never let you feel alone or empty

They always have their own way to make you so full with your world. Even if you don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend

• Cry together and laugh together

If your relationship is strong enough, trust me, you will cry louder than the one who get the problem

• Wanna do a crazy thing with you

Even it is the craziest thing you ever done, a real friend will always do it together with you

• Always support whatever your decision

They honor your every decision. And when your choice is wrong, they will help you to move on

• Know your favorite things

And whenever some of your favorites is exist, they automatically thought of you

• They will not come and go, they'll come and stay

 Why? Because that what a real friend do. They don't need any reason to stay and never go

• Fight sometimes, but not last long

Like any other relationship, friendship also need a spicy seasoning named fight. But a real friend, will forgive you and laugh after the fighting

Sometimes i get jealous with spongebob and patrick. Really, i admit it

(on the phone)

Boy: I think i love someone

Girl: Really? She is a girl in our class?

Boy: Mmmh, yeah

Girl: Waw, I'll get a big gossip! Tell me, who is that girl?

Boy: Mmmh, she is my bestfriend. One of my bestfriend. I can't stop thinking about her

Girl: Tell me what's her name, i'm so curious now

Boy: Okay i'll give you the clue. It is a word, just a word. If you can guess it you'll know who is my crush

Girl: A? B? C? D? E? F? (the girl starts rambling)

Boy: In spanish, that word means "one". For me, it means she is the one

Girl: Gosh, you just so sweet. I give up, just tell me the name please

Boy: The word i give to you is U. In english you can spell it as "you". For me, the girl that i love is simply can defined in one word, it is "U"

Girl: .........................

We've Been Here!!

Yes, at starbucks coffee!! Yuuuhuuu~
Okay maybe my reaction is just too much, but hey, in malang, you can't find any starbucks yet -_-
And you know, starbucks coffee, is not a cup of coffee that you can buy everyday. You know, the price, yes, can make my pedro fasting for a week. Big sorry, pedro
Nah, the difference is, we bought it on dufan. With a special price
Not as expensive as the real price. I love you, dufan
Here we are, with a cup of starbucks coffee

Okay, the guy with a black tees is hajar, our photographer, big thanks to him :D

The girl in the center is me, absolutely

And the guy next to me is fakhri. His face is always wrong. You'll see in this picture

Oh, i still have another picture of mine. Hajar took my picture when i was not ready at all. But i love the background

Okay, just don't see my pose. It's not really good. I know.

“Reblog if you were born in the 90’s, are still a virgin and proud of it.” :)



from tiffany william's tumblr

The Way You Look at Me

It was a shiny afternoon. The sun shine so brightly. The lesson is so damn bored
As usual, i was soooo sleepy, but i pretended to listen what the lecturer said
And then here it comes. You
You were sit there, about 4 chairs after me
I felt you were seeing at me
I was curious to not looked back to you. But hey, i did
See what i found?
I found you. Stare at me. I knew you stare at me. With your cute grin. With your friendly eyes
Lucky me, I replied with smiling at you
Gosh, i still remember how heartwarming you are

Me. And the Accident

Gosh. I've been had an accident. I don't know, i lost my mind and i don't remember how the accident happen. All i know just i've been fall and my white veil turn to red. It means that i'm bleeding. Then my friend helped me and the security carry me to the office. I can't woke up, i was feeling soooo dizzy. Everything was going so fast. I remember i was bumping a woman, but i can't remember how the detail. I lost my teeth, my front teeth, my lip have been sewn, my chin is swollen, my hands and feet are injured, thank God i'm still alive. Here is my picture after the accident

Okay, that was bad. I know

one of my favorite movies :) :)

quotes from NCIS, with a little editing (:

*Random*

I don't wanna be a star in your heart,
A star only exist at night

 I don't wanna be a sun on your world,
The shine always hurt your eyes


I don't wanna be your Juliet,
Romeo and Juliet have no happy ending story

I just wanna be me,
a girl who perfectly loved by you
♥

my room is so whatever

my silent peaceful drizzle

i can stand here alone
just to see how invisible you are
you just didn't want anybody knows
because the fact is noone cares
i love the way you came
without any permission but always make me peace
i always want you by my side
i'm selfish, but that's the way i loving you
you are the eternal, i'm just a one
i can reach you in my hand
but the second after that i found that you gone
i love to sit on the grass and let you talk
the flowers smile when you are come
the grass fond the way you touched them
and ants running from their hidden place to hear your story
everything seems better when you come
but i can't hold you
i just can whispering to you, just like you do to me
"come again to me, i'll be waiting"

*sorry guys for wrong grammar and bad words*

prayer starters (when you're worried)

hi everyone, this week gonna be a tiring week ever. let's start with monday till friday. i must face the final examination. then on friday night i'll be leaving malang to jagja to face ujian masuk ugm. the exam for ugm is start on sunday morning till afternoon. then, next monday till saturday i must arrive in malang then face another exam, it called "ujian praktek" . haha it's a lot of funny for me, because i never feel as busy as that sooo it gonna be my first experience just wish me luck guys :D

by the way, i found a book, some-motivation book. it really help me to face the situation like that

this book contain of many reson to not worries about whatever your condition. it also can make us closely to God. whatever your religion, i suggest you to read this one.

sorry for the short review, i must study for my exam tomorrow :p trust me, this book is really awesome. see ya later, and wish me luck !


*big sorry for my bad english*

greetings from initial great march

long time not see, ha-ha i'm soooo busy, doing my study till i forget my diary and let it full of a profit spider. haha just kidding guys

now i have to struggle for my final examination and my university exam. it's grab all my time and sometimes i just can't take a break just for breathing. but it's so funny, i wonder if all my hopes come true it will make me proud to wasted my time with all the beautiful books and abreviations and something whatever that make me can't get some fresh air. and i know that i can get this. Just like The Brand New Heavies say "you're the driver not a passenger in life" yes, i am the driver, if i want i can go everywhere without afraid of something that unnecessary :)

that's the prologue, a long enough prologue, i just want to tell that today is march, i mean waaw march, the month that can make my life somersaults. haha random somersaults. every moment on this month is meaningful for me. 11 march, is my soulmate's birthday. she's gonna be eighteen and i have to make it special for her. so i've prepared it since february and let just see how she response it. i hope she like it :)

then i must face the final examination and university examination in a close time. it make my heart beating faster and faster everyday. i'm sooo excited, well that is something that we've waiting for, we've struggling for, why we must scared about it?

and march is mean the third album from secondhand serenade. i just get the clue that the album name is "partly liars" and about a new relationship. you can check it in wikipedia, search with the key "secondhand serenade" . i can't wait so long to hear a new songs, i mean it :)

well that's me from initial march, wish me luck for all that i must done and please ignore my bad english


have a great march everybody :)

cybertecture egg

i must finished my task and i never had idea for art lesson :(
so i started to search in google, maybe i get some inspiration. then, i found this picture

then i started thinking, how coll the building is. it's very glamour and damn pretty. the building called " cybertecture egg" will be build by the end of 2010. can't waited till 2010 :)

source : tuvie.com